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TOE QUEST
I have been exploring the TOE in a Quest for understanding. I believe I started many years ago. Always trying to figure things out to the why they were happening. I think it was right after conception but then I lost a lot of prior memories in all the excitement i think now was going on.
Maybe I should have thought of other things such as earning a good living, fitting into the groove sort of thing, but I did not.
Boded on personal tragedy and travails the quest became very personal and dangerous to my well being even. Once by a learnedly man it was explained to me that the norm of society is like a circle and I was in the percent of those near the outer fringe going in and out of the norm and even found myself sometimes a part of those in a small inner circle enclosed by society but let out when there was found no evil in me my nature.
The time frame this happened was when around 20 my brain was developing its mass of neurones and connecting memories in a post teen brain growth spurt and when this happens under stress such as I had, there are certain developments and connections that are made that others do not make. As I grew older there were other stresses that although not known of until more recent studies where the brain makes new cellular matter to leaned rote such as where a person no longer fears ... my brain has continued to grow in mass.
Use of the brain is important during these times of cell growth. for the way they are connected to future access and use of when either by instinct or will are usually set early but then when one grows they are moved into the new cells in a more refined accessible manner .. for use.. knowing this I use them all the time in an independent will to do so.
This process of new cellular growth and use in memory storage is similar to the effect when one might by substance abuse destroy the cell but the rote is put into another cell as such be in stroke victims. Lots of research has been made to retraining the brain to use those memories again now in a jumble with other memories just in different addresses so to speak, trying to use any functions we take as normal.
What came to my attention from an early age was the unexplainable feeling that came over me when there was impending doom of some sort, precognition, and as I listened to the "message" or "feeling" I was protected, fore warned and taking action.
I then was hearing of parents who knew there children were hurt or going to be and this precognition was well told over the years to me in stories and personal experience. I doubt there are many who have not heard one story or another where a parent runs out just in time to save her child from injury from such a feeling. Too many to write off as just coincidental but there is that factor and for the sceptic in the face of not able understand the question "why" by scientific proof of some sort, the events are ignored as anything more then coincidence. Again though the raising of kids has a common factor in brain development in the human condition, stress.
I do not portend to understand the word stress beyond the layman to discribe all the molecular structures of the chemicals that are created, most defined as harmful to the health on one hand and then on the other with there ability to raise the heart rate and breathing rate, pumping more oxygen into the muscles to make you stronger and faster seeing the tiger... but as the events are repeated the fear is controlled past instinctive action and the chemicals are then what? what if in the chemical birth that allows for pathways to be opened in the brain to access other stimulus taking place that once fear is easily related to by experience we begin to be able to react to it intuitively?
In war situations of kill or be killed it becomes a bit instinctive for some soldiers to move out of the way of danger just before it happens, intuitively. This moving out of the way similar to the flight in the flight or fight syndrome but not the same as the chemicals in the brain are not put to the same use nor the paths being the same and they are used up by running away or fighting in that physical exertion factor, the sweating, the crying and then the so called poisons depart.. A certain tuning in to the impending doom takes place when fear is gone by learnt rote.
This I believe is called precognition. It is noticed further in dream remembering at times when we have slept and in writing down the dream the events in the dream come true. The relaxed awareness state of pre-sleep and post sleep awakening and removal of fear under stress may so be the same state of mind that allows for the recognition of a stimulus not normally noticed or ignored by habit over generations of human development or the sixth state of sensing or not to coin the sixth sense phrase " a state of mind and body where the whole is perceived in consciousness by the individual persona."
What real effect of prolonged stress has when the chemicals are kept in have been studied but not to the precognition event taking place because once the fight or flight is removed from the equation the test is over and the removal of the chemicals is looked at not the resulting effect or paths opened being remembered in prolonged stress and readdressed in the cell reorganization and new cell generation.
I have to step away form this for a moment to write on a separate finding reported in Psychology Today in the seventies and a more recent genetic testing story read where all of us came out of Africa, the general fact that we are all originate from one species and as such all have certain factors of our persona and human condition the same.
The factor I speak of is the expression of emotions. If some one persona no matter how far away they are, expresses and emotion, no matter man or woman, race age or social background, to another, the way the emotion is expressed is the same.
Hate is hate, love is love, sadness is sadness, sorrow is sorrow, anger is anger, and no matter what the emotion it is the same for everyone. They tested and put it to a sine wave and all expressed held true everywhere and whoever they tested.
Want more proof of this? Music is the proof. Art is the proof. Depiction in these mediums of expression hold true for all of us when we perceive them. Art is in the eyes of the beholder but better said it is the quality or quantity of expression that is in the eyes of the beholder.
Is it that far a step then to logically subscribe to it all being a matter of degree? The quantum measurement of the wave emittance?
And when it comes to the reception does this not make us subscribe to the fact it is then the degree we can perceive then the form of expression?
What you say? Think of this, before when we were on the molecular in form and even before this do we not know now in science that there are reactions to the emittance on this level of the whole? All the same? Not proved dude now your argument? Come on lets get out of our mind sets and think.
One says there is nothing faster then light yet we are in an expanding universe and if light moves in the expansion at one rate does it not move faster by the expansion rate added to the speed from the perspective, of thought, to that level in the whole, our consciousness perception? This is just logic to me and please my abilities in logic are second to few, very few, i have been tested, i know this of myself being a savant talented persona from the human condition and having a forte in logistical thought. What comes next sort of thing and why not another.
There are other experiments I have heard of. One is the testing of a light beam by influencing another separate beam to make the first react, to indicate something happening faster then light because the two reacted at the same time. Testing now in space of the way magnetic fields in the Arctic show parallel opposite charged ion field streams moving in opposite directions combine in attraction factors to change direction // form )( then join to X and then )( but rotate the last )( a quarter turn and repeat giving us the Aurora Borealis visual effects.
How does all this fit together? When does it stop becoming a theory and then truth? Personal acceptance. The human persona perceives and empathizes with what is perceived. Look up that word for those of you that are so tied up in self that you do not know it.
A young girl about nine years old saw what she would of me and liked it. She gave me a present, A smooth glass marble, a cats eye type. No words, just with a bold smile and smiling still turned away and ran off. A wish gift. The wish was to think of her kindly as she did of me. A search for empathy by a child. It was beautiful.
I too have given such away. A connection later holding the gift by the other was made when she held it and thought of me just before sleep. I could after lighting a candle to get into a relaxed awareness state fast actually see what she was seeing through a blur of tears and then later tell her mother what I had seen and she confirmed it. This is empathy on a joint persona level of real time consciousness. Personal acceptance.
This attempt at a thread here is directed at the persona consciousness in the whole not your occupation or chosen fields of endeavourers to earn money. I have nothing in my human condition of noticeable worldly goods and do want them by telling you these things.
In my faults interacting with the world I remember a story told to me where a father had a young son who would not stop eating candy no matter the rotten teeth stories told to the son or the effect of all the sugar on his system showing up later and the kid just would not stop eating candies.
One day the father took the child to see Mohammad. Told the problem to him and Mohammad after a brief thought said .."come back the next day."
The father did as told and came back the next day. Mohammad took the child aside and for some time instructed the child how bad eating candy all the time was.
The father then asked Mohammad why he did not tell the child thus the day before and Mohammad said " Yesterday, I was eating candies!"
If you have not followed where I am going here then read on. I have described two types of awareness perception. War zone dis-likable type for survival and precognition understanding of the awareness and then likable awareness of a sort in relaxed awareness where real time connection was made to a known persona. This had led me to the conclusion that awareness is the coin with two sides and unawareness is its opposite, empathy negative or positive or no empathy, things such as mind sets and ego preventing empathy, vanity sort of stuff and such preventing empathy to the whole on any level.
My TOE quest has led me to the singularity of one word to discribe it all, make of it what you will this acceptable truth to me and it is is the word "EMPATHY!"
A learnt feature of and by the human condition laid to the wayside at the very time we ate from the tree of knowledge one might consider to know our nakedness, our "human condition."
After we named all the beasties in the field that gave us power over all of the whole and lost forever then what I further can perceive, again now, here, with empathy in the whole, even our very immortality, is thus able to be perceived.
Burning is it not? It is your turn you assemblages of mighty sword bearers to rationalize away these words.Cut em up, slice and stab as you will, for you face the sword that moves every which way and its name is "truth."
An enlightenment, truth is made manifest, a light turned on with its wave trough out the whole, so bright, an powerfully it burns your very heart and soul and if you dare to walk through this quest of a burning bush empty of rationalizations and excuses and filled with the truth of the single word of I subscribe to you given, "empathy," ... "nought can or will burn or cut you in your quest."
I am not preaching here or trying to but just stating the fact of it, it is by the way I speak.
Enjoy the quest! I will enjoy your replies pro or con, personal or public, hopefully being a gentleman at the time when read or wait until I am to reply.
Peace! Graham Burnett
03-02-2008 12:29 PM 
