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Originally Posted by michellemfry This is wild, that's all I have to say. I await your reply. |
Sorry not to have had more time - New Years Eve is a strange time when so many people feel the nonsensical urge to celebrate. I married my wife on Millenium Eve, so in the dialectic of shall we divorce now, which is there in every marriage and certainly likely for us, we spent a glorious gently happy evening together, our 6th anniversary, I hope our last... ending up at the Girls And boYs disco in Canterbury, so full of young attractive people clear about their sensuality and determination to celebrate as individuals outcast from society (notice the capitals in the name of the club...) It was exstatic, electric, I danced like a posessed shaman, and champagne has never tasted so like nectar, my wife is mistaken for Beyonce, as sometimes happens, and a couple of charming men tried to chat me up too. Life is dance.
And digression is the fabric of reality.
Sleep is a doorway. Human Design is about auras, I never felt comfortable sleeping in my own aura, alone that is for 6 feet around you, until recently. Sleep is different when you are untouched not only by the warmth and mood of someone you love, or not, but without even a hint of awareness of THEIR dreams and journey into whatever sleep is. Big subject.
I appear to be awake now, I cannot be sure, if you reply or other signs convince me - the taste of coffee, maple syrup on gluten-free pancakes...
Digression is the fabric of reality, it's so obvious. And so dialectic and for me clearly so fractal. Umbilical, and binary.
But I left out something important in my rapid explanation of your chart yesterday evening. My focus was on the facts and the theory. In that I neglected to be concerned for you as a human being, and that was partly the pressure of time and other distractions here in my life.
I have verbal diaho dia I cannot even spell it. It is my way, it digusts me, but out it flows as I say like a full bladder in my mind, so sorry.
So here is what I wrote for you yesterday in enormous hurry, and then failed to post becuase you actually confirmed there was some accuracy and I was a bit startled by that. It is important, not for the Theory of Everything, but for you as a real person in a real life. Because walls have ears, and the universe works in ways so enfolded I just flow and imagine there is some deeper sense to this, my guts feel, mm, just post this, it is relevant to others on this forum in some way that I cannot understand, for we are ALL people, all in the ALIVENESS of personal lives, and how diverse that is, how to express anything to anyone...
And a Happy New Year, if you either enjoy the celebration and flow of a community of others, OR if you feel any pressure that this dawn is in any way different to any other dawn. It is not, but for the first time in ages, I have allowed myself to be caught up in that essence of prayer and aliveness, after all I married on this day ending one century and looking towards another, this day is mechanically mundane, but I wish you and everyone on this forum, the courage, love, and dynamic energy to survive and enjoy every moment of our next solar cycle.
Here is what I left out of your "reading":
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Michelle – I am an intellectual and not a professional analyst, and rushed out the details too quickly, missing out the overview and the most essential. Maybe.
If you were indeed born at 12 noon in Illinois on that day, or otherwise your chart is what is known as a Manifestor, this is very important, and I forgot, basically your life is very simple. Tell others what you are about to do before you do it. However I cannot recall any "manifestor" asking me for a reading, of course, such people never ask anyone for help, never. So I suspect your birthtime is wrong or you are living some kind of lie, or else it is all just silly nonsense, please tell me which.
This "strategy" – to inform others before you act, seems nonsense to anyone but a manifestor, to whom it is the greatest challenge, really this theory is EXTREME. That 9% of the population have NO IDEA WHO, who, who their actions impact. The "strategy" to "inform" is a trick, it connects "manifestors" to the people they impact in such a way that they finally realise what is going on and going wrong in their life.
So I feel a little unsure, but I never know who might see my attempt at a chart analysis, of course any professional is trained to say this "inform others" stuff first. I have no idea, but just in case, I mention it now.