"Who are we? What are we?
Where are we from? Are we here with a purpose? If so, then what is it?
Were we ment to be? Does our existence have a meaning? What does life mean??"
It appears that you have considerable difficulty about how to frame reality and how to integrate that view into your search for truth.
I am a firm believer in the Anthropic principle, not as an avoidance for answers to difficult questions, but as the final answer to it all.
I believe in eternal existence without reason. A reality as opposed to a non-reality, nothing more and nothing less. We are bound to exist, otherwise there would be no one to talk about existence. A reality without existence is nonsensical and cannot exist, therefore, no beginning nor end ever happened or ever will happen. Energy cannot be created, energy just exists.
Goto
http://www.toequest.com/forum/showthread.php?t=1013 for another angle of the same question