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12-22-2006, 10:56 AM
This unity you speak of is recognized in signs, everywhere. It can cause almost a paranoid delusional feeling, it's not recommended for everyone as it can cause thoughts as low as suicide or make you feel higher than the sky. I mean everywhere, you cannot escape it, you hear it and see it all around you, on tv, radio, other people conversations. Anyway, after it all passes (which can take up to 2 years), you are normalized to it and lots of it you are not a part of anymore. It's as though you go back to where you started but with a different sense. You must be in complete control of yourself otherwise an experience like this can hurt you physcially and mentally. YOU must not let any of it take too much control of you. But usually when there is a very low low, something high usually happens next. It's just your mind integrating everything into yourself.
I think a lot of the signs are decieving and sometimes I wish I didn't follow that road. But if you do go with the signs, be prepared for a very bumpy ride. At the end you will be sorry and wish you hadn't taken it. Only because it leaves you more alone than united.
Last edited by dleviwing : 03-17-2007 at 09:30 PM.
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