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Originally Posted by mkirkpatrick  This experience really shook me up,and i decided there and then that it was not for me.
I believe that you have to be a certain kind of soul to do this great work,I felt that it was
too trumatic for me to continue.Many years on I may well reconsider that idea. |
I find the description of your experience incredibly intriguing and I can understand that you were pretty shook-up, Michael, (I would be too!) but I do hope you will eventually reconsider your original decision of stopping this kind of humanitarian work. Perhaps the trauma of this your first experience with the temporary transfer of pain felt more severe to you just because it was the first time and any such later sittings will be a bit less traumatic because you already know what to expect and that it will only be a temporary effect (to me, the birth of my first child also seemed a lot more painful than the two later ones, but who am I to judge other people's pain?) - Whatever, in my opinion you seem to be an especially gifted person in this respect and it would be such a shame if this gift would go to waste. Sure, one could say this was "only a soul" that you saved from further agonies of confusion as the original physical person had been dead already anyway - and so you shouldn't make this trauma-producing effort and perhaps even endanger your own health. - But I wonder what the lost soul's reaction would be?
You may wonder WHY I am saying this. Well, firstly because apparently on this website one can freely discuss such esoteric matters because they still have to be included in any TOE, even though some closed-minded scientists may condemn them as "hogwash" in spite of all the concrete evidence. And, secondly, because it parallels somewhat my own story. I originally started my work on earthquake prediction because I wanted to help minimize the horrible suffering large earthquakes inflict on people. But even though I follow a strictly scientific methodology, these ubiquitous closed-minded scientists refuse to recognize my results and the humiliation and condemnation I had to endure since nearly 30 years hurt me so deeply that I was often on the verge of giving up. But then I took my inspiration from, for example, firemen who so often risk their own lives and endure severe injuries just to save other people's lives. They have to be a special breed of people to keep doing this kind of work. And so are the rescue workers who dig through the rubble after a devastating earthquake to find buried victims, even though they are thus also in constant danger of being buried themselves during aftershocks. My own hurts from constant vilification and victimization seem paltry in comparison to the risks these people are taking - and so I always can pick myself up again after a little rest and recuperation.
Anyway, after reading about your experience, I can now add you to my list of "inspirational rescuers" and this also gives me some hope for the future. After all, 2000 years ago very few people belonged to this special "compassionate breed", at least according to the ancient gruesome tales of bloodsports, genocides etc., - while nowadays most of this ruthless behaviour is at least outlawed if not always followed in practice. - You, with your experience of helping the essence of individuals, namely their souls, are one of the pioneers for this apparent new trend in human evolution.
I wish you good luck in this your commendable endeavour.
S.P.