[Profpat]

Thank you for accepting my apology IC.
I think your consciousness level is at a different plane then mine. I do agree with you that all is illusion, including suffering.

I once put myself in a trance by watching a candle flame. WHOOSH! I was out of my body. I remember being totally indifferent to my body,indeed it appeared course. WHOOSH again and I was in a dimension of only darkness and light. It wasn't me Profpat but the I AM.

I was aware of another presence, and the fact that all is illusion.

Slowly my awareness was beginning to fade as if someone was erasing it. I panicked and quickly found myself in my own body.

I read later that I should have surrendered even my awareness the I AM to reach Ultimate Reality.

I thought about trying to retrance myself but I like my desires and therefore my sufferings.

Best to you IC

Profpat