Well i was brought up in an Islamic country where i was taught about God and Islam in school. I started to believe in it all but as time moved on i started to think for myself (mostly due to the freedom i had at home-i wasn't bombarded with religion or God which is a good thing.As Robert Green Ingersoll said "Our environment is a sculpture") Then i move to a Christian country and figure out that religion is a lie. But then again religion and God are two separate entities. It's really an on/off thing for me. I've come to realize a God, then I come to realize his non-existence. There's always something bringing me back to God but then something else telling me it's not right. I have experienced being Monotheist, experienced being Agnostic and Atheistic. Right now it's just very confusing. I again have always been neutral. I can't say that i know for sure God doesn't exist. But i just have to for some weird reason try and prove it. If i fail I'll know then that it can't be proved and can move on.
