[gunnar]

thank you, david, for this observent question.

this is true, that i do have a numbered identification representing who i am for the purpose of an estsblished society that i carry on my person most of the time. i cannot get around this fact. i was born and raised into a structured artificial way of life, where this is the expected, and a required form of life that is taught.

without this expeience, i am sure i would be curious enough to be destracted by its existence to participate in the lessons of an artificial way of life anyway.

the mark that i am talking about has not occured yet.

i understand.

an understanding is when you stand under whatever is stated, with the idea that if it is not true it will crush you. knowing, believing, confidence, faith... and on and on is all a part of understanding.