| undef00 notices the beauty of the waitress undef00 sure was noticing the beauty of the waitress as she after a more or less friendly request from undef00 was bringing while smiling a large beer to undef00 - undef00 thinks rather quiet: why is beauty just relative and not absolute? for me absolute beauty is for example the "girl" i once kind of married - sure we got kind of divorced again - but the beauty still exists- absolute beauty also is if i'm using my phantasy (undef00 further says thanks to hisself for having such great phantasy driven dreams while sleeping) and try to imagine how a star may be born or going to die (undef00 further concludes: why do humans do like watching supernovas - it is rather an end instead of an beginning - sure we would like to see one every day somewhere close-but sure we wouldn't like our own sun see to die even if escaped just in time) - i'm just looking at what i could see with my eyes- undef00 takes another nip from his glas of beer while trying to get another view of some beauty in reality and within reach of his eyes ....sure he ended up starring at the waitress again - but what happened now? undef00 screams out loud: absolutely disgraceful is if you try to infiltrate your theories into someone else mind and ESPECIALLY if you do tell people if you don't follow "virtual rules" you may be punished - undef00 got an idea - unbelieveable as it is rather rare in undef00's life - undef00 has heard of recent research activities which may enable you to control human mind - it just lacks power currently - that meaning: it only works with people not able using a mind of their own - but on the other hand the good news are: this device isn't going to hurt and also if applied to you for example you won't even notice - just the environment to which it is not applied will notice that dumb theories on a large scale just dissolve as time passes by -the other problem is it also lacks logistics and just works currently on a rather short isolated distance - so it can't be applied on global basis+++ (undef00 now knows what he has to do - he will take training courses as a technican - sure that just if he can stand people telling what/how to do things - sure undef00 further assumes i rather start my own thing from scratch-or i give it up again - as it was just an idea and someone else with the same idea might come up a little later or is already a technican)- undef00 now rather relaxed says in appropriate volume - now thanks dog that i never believed in god. and undef00 further says: thanks to you waitress for smiling even if i cannot understand why you're smiling while bringing a beer - so - now undef00 wants to know the real truth of everything thats important- and undef00 orders another beer- and sure it doesn't take long and the waitress appears in front of undef00 with a glas of beer und smiles - undef00 asks the waitress: can you please honstely explain to me why you're smiling again?
undef00 wants to be "it" that meaning instead for him for himself it for itself
undef00 it is thinking - it was just a nip too much beer for it
next time it will go with cherry-juice |