Hello Leskey,
I meant the possible organization of the information concerning this universe. With which implicitly comes along the notion of a reality all matter is part and is an aspect of. And of course this organization only can be searched for in the information science delivers us, varying from physics all the way up to psychology. Within this information already stands out the notion of this universe as a growth in complexity. Subsequently this combined with the notion of 'music and variation' as possible also characteristic for this universe, reminds me of some kind of art in ascent.
Concerning your near-death experience I am convinced we can experience this reality in different ways, this according to our cognitive abillities. Very interesting is here the impressive testimony by Jill Bolte Taylor, concerning her stroke (of insight). See:
http://www.ted.com/talks/view/id/229
PS. For me this universe is just one big, very complex, hierarchic and holistic ordered, expanding and developing... vibration.