A Dream, or a Memory?

[Tarina]

I do not remember the first time that I first had this thought "enter" my brain. I so many times have pondered about wether or not this is real, or just some dream that I happen to remember. I am standing in a line-up. I am in a space so vast I have never seen edges, or a ceiling, or sky? I am not aware of a floor under my feet but am standing on solid footing. It is dark, but I can see people clearly. The line-up slowly goes forward. As I get closer to my turn, I see a man sitting behind a table. He has a companion behind him, a woman, with dark brown curly hair. Every now and then he speaks quietly to her, it seems he is conferring with her about some matter pertaining to the individual who's turn it is. As I get closer still, I see some sort of boxes under the table. They seem ordinary. It is my turn. I am talking to this man. (After years of having this "thought" or "dream", I now think the man is Jesus.) I remember saying "And I want to have a small chest. I want a man to love me for who I am, and not my chest." After saying this, the man looks to the woman behind him and whispers something. I look at them, and they both smile. I also remember asking "Could I have a peek at what I'm going to look like when I'm an adult woman?" They grant me this wish. I look into something, what I look into is not clear. But, I see a blonde woman who I think is gorgeous, and I make a remark about this. Again they smile. I also remember thinking at the time that "This time I will get it right." I have a vague recollection of having done something wrong, and therefore have to "go back" and make it right. And this is where the "Dream" or "memeory" always ends or stops. And honestly people, this has been particularily hard for me to share. I have not told another soul about this. I have been scared of what they might say or think. And on that not I shall end this post, adios! Tarina

[austintorn@aol.com]

Hi Tarina,

The man in your dream was indeed Jesus and the curly brown-haired lady was Mary Magdelane, his wife. Being among their descendant line, you were at a family gathering in a borderless realm. There is no cup from the Last Supper on the table or even in Da Vinci’s Last Supper painting since that cup is not really the ‘Holy Grail’.

The word grial, as it is earliest spelled, appears to be an Old French adaptation of the Latin gradalis, meaning a dish brought to the table in different stages of a meal. In Old French, san graal or san gréal means "Holy Grail" and sang réal means ‘royal blood’.

As one having “royal blood”, Tarina, you are entitled to special favors, and in the dream are awaiting your turn in the lineup of your many forebears and others’ descended from God via Jesus.

King Arthur was there, as well, being only seven generations descended form the Savior. King David was actually the beginning of the human side of this bloodline.

Me, I merely descended from the trees, but I know all of this stuff.

You get to choose what you will look like in your next life, but remember, it is not really the size of the chest that matters but the bosom energy that it produces from your personality. Agreed, though, that some view a large chest as being of one who is very healthy, but, as you say, a lot of these people are leering beer-drinking morons who just sit in front of their TVs making lewd remarks, never really getting anywhere near a lady.

The boxes all around were actually treasure chests, not of the bosom kind, but of what treasure in Heaven that you had so far accumulated, the more therein relating to the magnitude of the favor granted.

[Tarina]

Hi Tarina,

The man in your dream was indeed Jesus and the curly brown-haired lady was Mary Magdelane, his wife. Being among their descendant line, you were at a family gathering in a borderless realm. There is no cup from the Last Supper on the table or even in Da Vinci’s Last Supper painting since that cup is not really the ‘Holy Grail’.

The word grial, as it is earliest spelled, appears to be an Old French adaptation of the Latin gradalis, meaning a dish brought to the table in different stages of a meal. In Old French, san graal or san gréal means "Holy Grail" and sang réal means ‘royal blood’.

As one having “royal blood”, Tarina, you are entitled to special favors, and in the dream are awaiting your turn in the lineup of your many forebears and others’ descended from God via Jesus.

King Arthur was there, as well, being only seven generations descended form the Savior. King David was actually the beginning of the human side of this bloodline.

Me, I merely descended from the trees, but I know all of this stuff.

You get to choose what you will look like in your next life, but remember, it is not really the size of the chest that matters but the bosom energy that it produces from your personality. Agreed, though, that some view a large chest as being of one who is very healthy, but, as you say, a lot of these people are leering beer-drinking morons who just sit in front of their TVs making lewd remarks, never really getting anywhere near a lady.

The boxes all around were actually treasure chests, not of the bosom kind, but of what treasure in Heaven that you had so far accumulated, the more therein relating to the magnitude of the favor granted.

Thank you Austintorn. As I read your reply to my thread, my heart started racing. Could this really be? I have always beleived in god, always, from a very young age. I have also been under the impression that I do not need to go to church to enforce this beleif, that it comes from within, and that is about as real as it can get. Imagine my shock Austintorn, instead of being laughed at, I hear what you have told me. Could you tell me more? The boxes for example, I really did not ask for a large favour. I do remember being in front of them, and feeling so warm and welcomed. Please, tell me more, dear sir! With many thanks! Tarina

[austintorn@aol.com]

It is, of course, from Jesus’ mother, Mary, that the royal blood of King David came, she not to be confused with Mary Magdelane who mothered Jesus’ own children, from which Tarina later descended.

This was the only way to attempt to save the human race, by reseeding human beings with the spirit of Jesus. Adam and Eve and their offspring, of course, were a major flop, Noah and family being selected as the only ones with any potential. But that went nowhere, as well, even with the Ten Commandments handed down and so it was that Jesus chose to marry and bless humanity with his spirit in the generations descended. While the world still seems to be going really bad today, there has not been enough time to see all the good effects and there is still a slim ray of hope for humanity.

Jesus was half-human and so it is fine for him to have the life-partner of Mary Magdelane. She was not a bad person as some tried to paint her; it was just that women weren’t allowed to have leading roles in society, much less as one of the twelve disciples of Jesus, so she often had to masquerade as James the Lesser, he actually having “lesser” in a way since “he” was a woman.

It is more of a problem for God to have a spouse, since He is Mister Right and His wife would have to be Miss Perfect, plus there’s no one around as the equal of God anyway.

Now, ee have to realize that dream interpretation is an uncertain science at best, plus we can only work with the dream fragments and then with only what is remembered from them. Still, we can say things that come to mind and see where that goes.

If there is a God and He is not the vengeful one that many mistakenly propose, then, of course, He must be the all-forgiving one, for Perfection could never be any less. “Love” does not perform any evil. And so it is that all people, even including sinners, get some base amount of ‘treasure in Heaven’, there being no Hell at all, for this would be an evil that God is incapable of. Of course, good deed-doers accumulate more treasure, plus the people of the bloodline have even more since they are more Godly and have roles, being like in a position between an angel and a normal human.

God rewards all people since He cannot just thrust a person into existence unasked and limited to an imperfect form, especially into an existence filled with pleasures and temptations that the person’s human nature naturally cannot always resist. It would be like filling a glass of wine to the brim and then saying, “Go live and enjoy, but don’t spill a drop.”

Since God is all giving and all forgiving, He actually wants us to enjoy life and not be afraid to spill some drops as we go along.

Church and all that is not necessary, for the humans responsible added in all sorts of strange stuff on their own.

That the place in your dream was warm and welcoming shows that it was not really like a police lineup or anything like that having to do with breaking the law.

Your goodness made you not to be greedy and ask for a larger favor.

By the way, Mary Magdelane is entombed underneath a large upside down hanging pyramid in the Louvre in Paris, “Rosalind” giving this clue from a poem by the Templars (who protected the secret) as really meaning the “rose-line”, the line used before the Prime Meridian (which now goes through somewhere else). They could use her DNA to prove all this descendant bloodline stuff, but I guess the church would rather leave this business alone for some reason.

So, what else happened in the dream that you may now be recalling better?

[Tarina]

It is, of course, from Jesus’ mother, Mary, that the royal blood of King David came, she not to be confused with Mary Magdelane who mothered Jesus’ own children, from which Tarina later descended.

This was the only way to attempt to save the human race, by reseeding human beings with the spirit of Jesus. Adam and Eve and their offspring, of course, were a major flop, Noah and family being selected as the only ones with any potential. But that went nowhere, as well, even with the Ten Commandments handed down and so it was that Jesus chose to marry and bless humanity with his spirit in the generations descended. While the world still seems to be going really bad today, there has not been enough time to see all the good effects and there is still a slim ray of hope for humanity.

Jesus was half-human and so it is fine for him to have the life-partner of Mary Magdelane. She was not a bad person as some tried to paint her; it was just that women weren’t allowed to have leading roles in society, much less as one of the twelve disciples of Jesus, so she often had to masquerade as James the Lesser, he actually having “lesser” in a way since “he” was a woman.

It is more of a problem for God to have a spouse, since He is Mister Right and His wife would have to be Miss Perfect, plus there’s no one around as the equal of God anyway.

Now, ee have to realize that dream interpretation is an uncertain science at best, plus we can only work with the dream fragments and then with only what is remembered from them. Still, we can say things that come to mind and see where that goes.

If there is a God and He is not the vengeful one that many mistakenly propose, then, of course, He must be the all-forgiving one, for Perfection could never be any less. “Love” does not perform any evil. And so it is that all people, even including sinners, get some base amount of ‘treasure in Heaven’, there being no Hell at all, for this would be an evil that God is incapable of. Of course, good deed-doers accumulate more treasure, plus the people of the bloodline have even more since they are more Godly and have roles, being like in a position between an angel and a normal human.

God rewards all people since He cannot just thrust a person into existence unasked and limited to an imperfect form, especially into an existence filled with pleasures and temptations that the person’s human nature naturally cannot always resist. It would be like filling a glass of wine to the brim and then saying, “Go live and enjoy, but don’t spill a drop.”

Since God is all giving and all forgiving, He actually wants us to enjoy life and not be afraid to spill some drops as we go along.

Church and all that is not necessary, for the humans responsible added in all sorts of strange stuff on their own.

That the place in your dream was warm and welcoming shows that it was not really like a police lineup or anything like that having to do with breaking the law.

Your goodness made you not to be greedy and ask for a larger favor.

By the way, Mary Magdelane is entombed underneath a large upside down hanging pyramid in the Louvre in Paris, “Rosalind” giving this clue from a poem by the Templars (who protected the secret) as really meaning the “rose-line”, the line used before the Prime Meridian (which now goes through somewhere else). They could use her DNA to prove all this descendant bloodline stuff, but I guess the church would rather leave this business alone for some reason.

So, what else happened in the dream that you may now be recalling better?

Holy mother of god. Wow. I have a niggling thing in my brain, something about a conversation I had with Jesus. It was to do with something I had to do, and why I had to do it. I remember thinking o.k., I can do this, and I will not make a mistake. Strangely now, I seem to recall them looking at each other again. I wonder Austintorn, is there some way I can do some research? Do you have any books to point out? About the knights Templar, and the secret Bloodline surviving members of Jesus and Mary? Please feel free to give me anything else pertinent to this. Thanks! Tarina

[austintorn@aol.com]

Hi Tarina,

Holy Jesus, Mary, Tarina and Joseph! You could read the book 'The Da Vinci Code' by Dan Brown or see the movie made from it, and, of course, in the meanwhile you could google up some stuff about it on the internet. The "revelations" shook up a lot of people.

(Did you want to be a blond or different looking in life?)

[Tarina]

Hi Tarina,

Holy Jesus, Mary, Tarina and Joseph! You could read the book 'The Da Vinci Code' by Dan Brown or see the movie made from it, and, of course, in the meanwhile you could google up some stuff about it on the internet. The "revelations" shook up a lot of people.

(Did you want to be a blond or different looking in life?)

I think that yes, I did want to be blonde, which leads me to believe that at that time I was not blonde. I do wonder as well if I got to pick my birth parents. I also would like to know,in the descendant's line, we have special roles to play, what my role could be. And by the way I do have to apologize for my grammar. I know I have quite a few mistakes in my writings, and feel a little inadequate in that field. I would like to also point out that I am torn between believing, and not believing that I am a descendant. I mean it's way out there, but I sure would be honoured. Hey, guess what? I told my cousin about this, and holy cow was I shocked with what she told me. Apparently my last name she traced the family tree back to the 1530's. It kind of makes me a little more curious about the whole matter. Please feel free to elaborate. How do you know this? Kind regards, Tarina.

[austintorn@aol.com]

It just sort of came to me, so, you know, so we can't count on that for sure. Your description of the memory or dream just seemed to click. Plus, I was always intrigued by the subject ever since I saw a woman in a Last Supper painting once, and then later the 'Da Vinci Code' movie came out.

Your role may be how to show people how to still be generally good overall and yet have loads of fun at the same time, for the maker-uppers of religious rules still think that fun is sin's evil twin and so they take all the fun out of "fun", giving it a dampening, even burying it at a fun-eral.

Angels usually have golden hair and a glow about them. You are like the missing link between humans and angels.

[melanie]

A Dream or a Memory?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fg5us8isW7M

[Tarina]

yes, thanks MJA. That is quite the video, it makes one open her eyes. Wild.