The Eclipse Chronicle

I've been doing some thinking. When don't I? I am sometimes of the opinion that I allow my thinking about life to distract me from actually living life. But perhaps living isn't my style. Perhpas subjegating myself to endless bullshit and fabrications isn't living at all. I'd rather be full of doubt and unease than live blissfully ignorant. I'd rather be unhappy in my own confusion and isolation. I am living proof that a single god does not rule all. I defy nature and logic and purpose and reason. ...