little-self

ls workshop) Quest In Reality………-141
Umeshwari often felt incapable, in fully grasping her Master. She probed and further probed the deep meaning of the words her Master spoke. Ultimately, she surrendered herself to her Master’s will.
Next day they both were driven to her cottage, which was situated on the Kulu-Manikaran road. Five years ago her father had gifted her apple orchard of ten hectares on her birth day and she often came there to seek solicitude for meditation purposes.
On the way to orchard, a strange accident took place which still lurked in her mind. The car was being driven by her driver and she was sitting with the ‘man’ on the back seat. They both were silent during the journey. The man was resting against the seat and she was bending her head on knees when suddenly the man cupped her right……. She was immediately charged by the inflow of large volume of electric currents, which literally jolted her bearings. She meekly started at him. But he was looking at her blankly. She wondered if the act was willful! She postponed the inquiry for future and again got lost in her mediation trip.
The log hut was built in the center of the orchard and was looked after by a young couple of the area. It had two bed rooms, a small drawing-cum-dining room and a kitchen. Its rooms had wonderful view of the river-Parvati, which was flowing majestically, quite nearby. They could hear its voices by its contact with the mountains edges.
She led the man to his room. He was still lost in his stance as it was in the early morning when she had gone to Devyana’s room where he was standing still by the windows. The man was really lost or had attained to some Yogic state. She felt zealous of his state, as, though she had spent ten years in the company of master but still had not been able to attain his level of state! She was also, thrilled by his company as it would afford her ample opportunity to know more about him. She silently thanked her Master for she now realized the underlying intent of her master, by affording her this opportunity. Her Master was really a gem and he knew about the needs of his disciples.
She understood her infirmities and joyfully ventured to probe on-coming adventures which would eventually lead her to better her enlightenment.
Though she was aware of her heights in Yogic powers which she had attained after years of mediation and self-inquiry and was capable to remain in joyous state for hours together but she was no match to the wonderful state the man had attained! She also knew that though she could absorb the initial shock of his energy field but had not as yet completely got immune to it. The only way to get immune to his body currents was to get familiarized with him, to surrender to him but on her own terms and not as he desired!
‘But Umeshwari, I will not harm you. I will never assault your modesty like a brute!’ He brokers her reverie.
She blushed. How could he know she was a virgin? Then she remembered that he was a psychopomp..
‘I too am not happy in my present state! My body field is highly charged; first my memory was taken away and now I am unaware of my surroundings. Coming to my present state, I have lost my bearings twice. No doubt, my faculties are sharp and I can sense things more clearly but simultaneously I have lost my bearings with the world.’ The man was suddenly speaking very clearly and had obviously come out of his ‘coma’.
‘But could you come out of your present condition, I wonder’?
‘I think, by understanding my present condition.’ He ventured.
‘What is your real identity, if I am not being very personal?’
‘I really don’t know. I have lost my memory. But I can tell you about the experiment I went through, which has placed in my present condition.’ Then he told her about his adventure with Kamani.
Tbc…