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Umeshwari Then, for you, waves of civilizations have existed for sometime and vanished for ever, making no improvement or advance in the journey of mankind.
Shantnu Results are before you. Like animals we were in stone-age, bestial we still are in the end of twentieth century. You must remember, how many wars, and conflicts took place during this century. How many millions of people were killed in those wars’? If the words, you use, as mind, conscience, religion intellect, wisdom, should etc., had any effect, would we be so, as we are today? Whatever thought, philosophy we may flout, it is for our leisure and consumption only. We have learnt nothing from them and we will learn nothing in future, human journey began in gross and it will end in gross.
Umeshwari Then let me be your pupil and start my teaching from gross. I shall be a willing pupil and would docilely submit to your logic. I promise, if you convince me about your way of thinking, I will throw away my saffron gown and the Guru in the down flowing river Parvati and would follow you to the nether worlds happily!
Shantnu It is an extreme consciousness of objective world viewed or felt through senses.
Umeshwari But that is possible only if we are normal and balanced. You know, nature or its objects are vested with three qualities of Truth (Purity), Happiness (material world), and pleasure (gross/sensual); and it (nature) is made up of particles which are composed of both positive and negative energy. These energy fields of positive/negative are highly susceptible to the type of life we lead and these can also superficially, charge our life style by the implementation of artificial means.
Shantnu You are trying to infer the energy fields can be increased or decreased by the comparative intensity of positive/negative charge of energy.
Umeshwari Exactly.
Shantnu Kindly elaborate.
Umeshwari The three qualities of truth, passion and sloth (Sato, Rajo and Tamo) are equally vested in nature and its objects. But energy charge in objects can increase or decrease by outer/inner influences. Living a balanced normal life, one assumes a quality life of truth (righteousness); around him, positive field expands, but if sensual tendencies take over, negative field expands and one leads a lower life than the normal.
Shantnu You mean, if we live by the book, we acquire higher quality of life, otherwise we are doomed!
Umeshwari I did not say that; I mean, if we do not keep our energy fields balanced by keeping our senses in normal conditions without instigating them to extreme heights by artificial means of intoxicants, drugs etc., we are liable to increase our field of negative charge and lead ourselves towards degradation. That is, when positive field increases by artificial means, we are superficially happy. And when negative charge increases, we are living a life of perversion. Artificial happiness and superficial perversion both are not normal states. And if we live in acquired states, these are not a normal.
Shantnu I have understood your message. I am now in a superficial state of pleasure, acquired by artificial means, which is not normal. Hence I am not in a normal state!
Umeshwari This is the problem with us, being not in normal conditions, we consider ourselves quite normal. We always project ourselves a knowledgeable; when the fact is we know nothing. We take your case: through that experiment, your senses and organs have heightened to the optimum condition; pumping heavy dozes of energy your mind has been mugged and you have become a live dynamo, predominated only by passion. You may not feel inside the sexual urge but your whole self is charged with passion and you are living in its fulfillment which you name as pleasure-state. The difference between you and a drug-addict is slight. A person under the influence of drugs also feels high but his senses are subdued. But the mind is mugged in both the cases.
Tbc ……