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ls workshop) Quest In Reality………-149
They saw Shantnu walking into cottage. Every bit of his body was oozing with joy. It seemed he was not walking but floating on earth.
Umeshwari came out of her room as if to receive him. ‘How did you enjoy your massage?’
‘Oh, but how did you know?’ Suddenly he realized other things also. Hot water affecting his body! Angelee not feeling his charged body. It clearly meant, energy field had left his body after contacting Umeshwari.
‘I enacted the show through Angeles. Poor girl does not even know! I did the prompting in her mind. You came out of it cleanly, but I could not recognize the face of the woman on whom you were concentrating dear? Not either her name was written on her gown.’ She was beaming happily.
‘Umesh, when shall I come out of this imbecile life? I am being forced to act different roles and I am a helpless Ginny-pig. First, I lost my memory, and then Kamani used me and now you are putting me through an experiment. It all implicate that I have no will power and I am yielding to the whims of others! But here is a happy tiding for me too; I am getting flashes in mind, that whatever I am going through, somehow I knew before. But you should not have used poor Angelee. If I had over-stepped!
‘I knew you would not! I wanted to revive your confidence and convey to you, practically, that you have come down from your high state, which was artificially charged up. Now you are almost a normal man.
Shantnu What do you mean by ‘almost’?
Umeshwari Your sense organs and body muscles are now functioning normally.
Shantnu How did it happen?
Umeshwari Now we reverse our roles. I do the questioning and you reply to my queries. Is pleasure a permanent state?
Shantnu It looked so but now I am not sure.
Umeshwari You slept with me, how do I look to you?
Shantnu You are the very symbol of beauty.
Umeshwari You have slept with other women, am I different?
Shantnu Umesh, all bodies are same in bed, though their reactions may vary. But ultimately sensual satisfaction is the outcome. But with you, sensual part was absent and we both behaved differently. We felt for each other without passions raised. Lust was not discernible. It was like meeting of two personalities of physical bodies.
Umeshwari When two bodies contact, do they leave any impression on each other’s limbs?
Shantnu We leave impressions on each other’s mind not on limbs.
Umeshwari Then, as far as impressions are concerned, our bodies are insentient, I mean, if our bodies do not remember each other, as it is the mind which perpetuates memories; they being bereft of memory, hence are as good as inert.
Shantnu But we are sensitive to touch, smell, taste, vibrations and light!
Umeshwari Yes, there are factors like hormones, body chemistry, state of mind, depression, anxiety, contentment, anger, generics and hereditary influences. But above all it is the scale of mind that influences our four stages of normal culmination of sensual desires. In the heat of desire, our bodies pass through intense excitement, pleasure, orgasm and resolution. But factors already mentioned play a decisive role and influence our biological reactions. Each one of them could make or mar our body efficiency. So body of its own cannot fulfill its lust. Even desire is prompted by the mind.
Shantnu So it is the mind that controls our bodies. Then, we must understand it.
Umeshwari We go step by step. Now we are talking of body, let us confine our discussions to body field only.
Shantnu it is now understood that body alone is no better than dead wood; efficient machine but totally controlled by so many factors/influences.
Umeshwari But don’t you think there are other external influences which might affect it directly or indirectly?
Shantnu Yes. There are other influences like negative/positive vibrations coming from other people.
Umeshwari How these affect us?
Shantnu All negative tendencies directly related to body, whether genetic, or acquired otherwise; like passion, lust, anger, form a red aura around the body and vibrate (Tamasic) slothful rays and badly affect those who come within the range of that aura. The more intimate one is, the more it affects the other person. Same way good tendencies like, love, peace, compassion, kindness, and sacrifice, form pink, white and yellow colors auras respectively. There are so many such other auras, which we shall discus at mental state level. Suffice is to state here that we get influenced by the type of company we keep.
Umeshwari You are on the right track. Please continue.
Shantnu We are governed by society, its laws, judiciary, culture, religion, sociology, economic conditions, political atmosphere and psychology. All these control our outer behavior which later influences our thinking process. Then there is atmospheric factor. Whether it is cold or hot or both? It affects our body chemistry and we behave accordingly. Persons living in cold areas behave differently than to people living in Africa. Body behavior, habits, nature of crime etc., differ from one weather zone to another.
Similarly, the solar family of which earth is a member also affects us. All the planets are directly affecting our mineral wealth on earth. The types of minerals found on earth have direct relation with other planets. Each planet has a specific portion of minerals which will not be found on another planet. If these are found, it would be scarce in quantity.Each planet is vested with different and special minerals, but all of them are found on earth.
Tbc…..