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ls workshop) Quest In Reality………-154
Shantnu Oh, you need a lot of ministering to throw away your guilt and be normal.
Umeshwari But I am quite normal and feel pious. I have not indulged in sex so far.
Shantnu Tell me, if we were married, would you have guiltless sex with me?
Umeshwari Of Course.
Shantnu But not now?
Umeshwari No. But for my love with you, I am ready to sacrifice anything; even my virginity.
Shantnu That is brave of you. But you are now lying half-naked with me. Do you feel pious?
Umeshwari Nobody has seen us lying this way. Even otherwise I have not gone all out with you.
Shantnu Then in your dictionary, caressing is alright. But sex is taboo.
Umeshwari I told you. I can do anything for you.
Shantnu Rest assured, my ignorant, innocent girl. Your modesty is safe with me. Now sleep, tomorrow is a long day for you. You have to come out of your sinful world and learn to behave in natural way. He took her in his arms and she slept instantly in the safety of the strong arms, gripping his strong body in her nimble arms.
Early next morning before the birds chirping started; he got up by slowly loosening his arm from around her slender shapely body and delicately laced her head on the pillows. She opened her eyes in sleep, seeing him; she closed them again after heaving a sigh of relief.
He felt her tender body with his morning chaste gauze and coated a paint of his caressing. Her body shuddered, became tense and then relaxed; she sought him, even in her sleep. Finding him close by, she came under his body’s umbrella. She was extremely beautiful, he thought. Suddenly she sat up in the bed and put her hunches on her knees. Her hairs were covering her face, arms and upper parts of the body.
Umeshwari No, Shantnu, it is all wrong. I have committed unpardonable sins with you. It was not your fault. It was I who wanted to test my ascetic heights but fell down miserably. I have gone too far and in the process, I have lost what I had acquired during the last ten years. (She was sobbing loudly).
Shantnu You have not grown beyond the age of twelve years. Come now and face the realities. Two opposite bodies meet. They behave normally and normal reactions ensue, so what is abnormal about it. Rather if you had not reacted the way any female body should, I would have thought you a queer.
Umeshwari You mean, any opposite (gender) bodies, would behave this way!
Shantnu Yes, even if it were your close relatives or a saint, the reactions would have been similar.
Umeshwari All rots and rubbish talks, I cannot even imagine that! It is too lewd a thought. You are going far beyond my Master’s teaching. If I did not love you, I would have immediately left you. Such a repulsive thought, how it ever entered your mind. I am really ashamed that you have stooped so low that you have lost every distinction between an animal and a human being. I am sorry for you and me also.
Shantnu Now calm down and listen. Do bodies have any relationship?
Umeshwari Yes, through blood: Brother, sister, cousin, niece, nephew are blood relations.
Shantnu You are agitated now. Realities are staring you in the face and you are refusing to accept them, by closing your intellect under the subterfuge of high profile talk. Now are you ready to listen or I should stop and pack off.
Umeshwari Packing off is not that easy any more. I would follow you to yonder pastures. You dare it man, just dare and see me jumping in the river yonder. Before you realize, I would be sleeping in the lap of Mother Parvati (River).