Something I realized about not just dreams but waking life as well is that whether or not things appear to be sensical, accurate or vivid etc. are really in terms of conscious qualities perceived to surround that state - if someone "feels" a statement makes perfect sense, this that's how it is - the statement "seems" to make perfect sense (at the time) though later that could change - though the statement (at least seemed) to have never changed.
I'm just trying to point out that what's considered to be real, accurate etc. is derived from feelings and beliefs regarding what these are - they generally seem to agree with things that we might expect to be accurate/logical etc., but there are times I've encountered a few little "cracks" where not everything appeared to add up correctly (then again, that was also a belief or feeling and so if something didn't appear to add up right and some conflict appeared to exist, then which was wrong - the believed states of the moment or the believed state that something didn't add up? Anyway, it's similar to deja vous where you feel like you did something before but you can't remember how that could be true - of course someone could say it's just some mistaken association or a random neural spike etc., but that doesn't really mean much because we could similarly say that all of it is this hence which version is the "mistaken" one? I actually think there may not be any such mistakes and that beliefs themselves are similar to seeing colors or something with a particular smell and there could be a deeper order that generates these beliefs - it would be nice to be able to hit a final layer that has to remain true and though it may again be another false belief, it doesn't seem impossible that could exist something that generates beliefs and could even reorder a perception of time and memory etc. I don't see how such a machine could be physically built because perceived physical laws would arise from those memories and beliefs and so, not only could such rules appear almost irrational, physically trying to change them would be similar to trying to reprogram a computer using the monitor - then again, even that wouldn't necessarily be impossible - I can just image walking by a computer with a message on the screen saying "Please change address 17247219 to the hexidecimal value 0x67BE" including a promise to pay the favor back by adding $100 credit to their phone card)
And the wheel spins, but never quite the same ... it could be that there is no specific top or bottom level but that any of it can change (I admit I can't understand how that could be possible - there should still be in that case, a form of center, but there do appear to be things beyond logical explaination so I really don't know how it all fits together, but I'll still cling to the belief that there is a logic connecting it all together - and I might even get lucky and find that to be true ... for a time).
In the end, something to consider is that unless you had a specific choice regarding your circumstances in life (which may not be impossible) then there was always an unknown from the start and it appears that no matter how far out/back you go, there remains a point that just can't be seen past in any way (and maybe not even seen past even as belief) and it really could literally be anything, though if some faith is placed in some of the insights people have had over time, there are actually rather concrete proofs regarding this and one way of looking at it is that if "everything" exists we could just look at it in terms of the contrast between known and unknown, not everything has to be knowable in a typical sense and even if we removed that and replaced it with a division for believed/not believed or true/untrue etc., there would likely always be some component of this that would remain on the unknown/unbelieved/untrue side of all these - what sort of specific properties could such a thing have?
Anyway, it's definitely a subject that could keep someone busy for a long time trying to figure out
Oh well, I'm off to work with the known side of things for a while (they're more entertaining and lively).


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