Thinking too little and you get constipated - thinking too much and you're officially living on the mexican hot sauce diet.
Hello. My name is Jonathan. I'm from NC.
I don't think - in fact I know that I'm not that strong mentally but I do make up for it in thinking. The problem is - where does it all stop? There are people who hardly ever think about what's going on around them. Which who am I to judge and say that they're not most suitable that way? I don't know and chances are you don't either. And then there are people who think - keyword - think they are such much better because they've figured out to think. Perfect example - people who take the time to show the rest of the world how silly some religious people are. Well no shit! Don't you too get tired of things like these?
Now don't get me wrong - I'm not against intellect. I just think it's over used and under used and hey - what the hell does it matter what I think any way?!? See my point?
Honestly I'd love to find some people who don't mind being intellectual but can also exist in silence. I just don't know how much more of the insanity I can take. I wish enlightenment would pour on me like an endless river all ready.
I don't follow Freud's system - I just refer to ego as selfishness. It's worried about it's own survival. In the 'negative' side of the ego you will find everything from shame to pride. Shame easily falls in love with suicide and pride cant stop loving its self but only its self.
And then if you're courageous enough to move above that then well you've probably just shifted to the positive side of the ego.
As beautiful as courage is does not mean it's very logical. And the in between would be faith.
You can see how this is starting to stand.
The tip top of positive ego is the zenith of logic. It's concrete. It's real. And you can understand why it is what it is. There's no lie such as pride. It's real.
And the how and why it happens - a person seeks more than just logic sometimes. Unless you're Einstein because apparently he was just fine with just that. Seems like a safe choice to me but hey - who cares what I think.
You seek to unite with others but through trial and error you learn that two ego's can not make a whole. They're separate. Ah. And one realizes the only way to transcend this would be to raise above the ego.
Some people call it surrendering to a higher purpose. Some people just simply realize they're ready to unite with the world and others here.
I know a lot of you know this and have heard it but it seems to be so very people actually go for it. You can choose to become one with all or one with yourself only. This wouldn't be so hard to understand if the conditioning of the world wasn't so harsh but hey - as george micheals sang 'you gotta have faith'.
And yes I know my grammar kind of sucks but I don't care! Words describe the livingness of the world - they don't live it! All though some words are cute - like tits! Love ya George Carlin!


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