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Drifter
"Life" really is a Comedy and a Tragedy...I fell as though I am walking around in a play or a dream...here "in person", but not really...
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Yes me too, isn't it fun, it's like being in your own real life/live movie.
It's so surreal, so mysteriously wondrous, sometimes very scary and intense.
Yet at the same time always in control, like in a lucid dream.
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Drifter:
I allude to the "experience of" falling or flying while in deep sleep to those who are dreaming, as to what "awakening Is". [Either experience is rather... Breathtaking... wouldn't you say? how could this...InBreath... be spoken of?... When not even 'a whisper' can escape!?] =-) |
Yes i know what you mean about the flying feeling,
not only that, .. i also fly in my dreams drifter,
in my dreams i'm in awe and rapture of my ability to fly,
i'm wondering, how is this possible?
and why am i not falling to the ground.
It is all so vivid and real.
I've also had an experience of falling just before drifting off to sleep,
i fall out of my body into a weightless-ness kinda world where i am
free falling into oblivion. It's crazy.
One night i got so scared of losing control,
i had to jolt myself back into my body.
That experience only happened to me a couple of times.
Then there's the voices that come to me in some semi-states of consciousness during my sleep,
these are what i can only describe as messages from the universe,
I get these brilliant flashes of incredible insight, pouring into my head.
I am unable to share or tell anybody about these experiences with anyone.
You just can't do that sort of thing, you cannot share or describe your own inner experiences.
One morning i woke to the sensation of having no body, and that i was just awareness, and that i was totally merged with everything around me,
there were no boundaries or distinctions between the objects around me and my awareness of them.
It's a strange world i'm finding myself in.
So hazy and dreamy. I love it.
Sorry about all this but i get carried away with wanting to tell you stuff.
M.